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 A little stream of consciousness:


I wish I was sombody's sombody again (thank you Prince). I feel like I'm just not needed anymore. The kids are grown and for the most part, taking care of themselves. Jack the Cat just needs me to feed him.


I'm this close to starting up a dating app


I want a drink, and then I get one, and immediately regret it. So I drink more

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